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October 6th, 2004
03:21 pm - nothingg Helllo everyone again i havent typed in here for so long and i wasnt do anything so i decided to....yeahh so my life is ok i guess? with my and friends are all good me and kate are good we are going to hang out after 3 on saturday which is good..and Kc and I are very good better than ever i think...and we cant forget about Madison she has always been there...and she is a great friend...anyways..yeah today was pretty good school you know..not the best but you know that is life...no boys yet...me and kc are hopefully plainning to get some but we are always doing that but it is ok cause we know why we dont have any it is because they are imtimadated by us welll hopeflly...lol ohhh well no big deal u dont necessary have to have to a bf to be happy...well not for me anywyas....but anyways yeahhh i have a lot of homework all the time....so that is no good... my sister got into car accident, it was her fault by the way, but she is ok she went to the hospital the worse thing was burses...so all is well thank god..i dont know what i would do with out her... the car is distroyed....so we had to get two new cars.... the firebird is gone but its ok no big deal... it is just a car...at least i have one you know...so whatever...well i am going to go watch some tv and do something so im not bored..so maybe i will be back to write in here... Brittani Current Mood: weird Current Music: iron and wine
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September 5th, 2004
11:33 am - ELAINE!!!!!!!!!!! Elaine, i love you more than anything and that is why i am updating my journal just for you. so that everyone will see how much i love u!, heheh... I hope u feel better about everything, u are a strong person and i know u can do anything if u want 2...so go with what u are looking for and stay there. Elaine u are one of my best friends2 so we can stay strong together, and there isnt very many people i can call my best friend and i am glad one is you. You are gorgeous and u know no one can say anything different.i love u for who u are. I have to go though love but call me tomorrow to go to lunch!:) i love u feel better! Brittani
Ps: i love Elaine
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June 11th, 2004
01:02 pm
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Current Mood: awake Current Music: the outsiderrrrrrrr!!!!!!!:):):):)
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May 14th, 2004
12:52 pm
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May 13th, 2004
06:17 am - yesssss...heheh i am so tired and i just woke up and i usually never wake up before 6:30...lol yeah ohh well...yesterday was a good dayy.. i went to school and then i went to hang out with Andy..i was so happy because we talked everything out at the park which it was really fun there 2..i personally liked the swings.. hehe lol anyways yeah we talked about me and him and not to have judgement towards eachother because of the past which i think is good...cause andy was always my friend and i think we fucked it up..but it is all good..cause we are friends now.. maybe me and Andy are going to hang out today if he can cause like i want to talk to kat and he wants to see my brother and sister.. lol... anyways today i am suppose to work which sucks but i think i am going to get someone to work for me i dont know though? hmmm..yess on friday i think i am going to go to the blink 182 concert i am excitedd... hehe ...but i am also suppose to go to battle of the bands on friday what to do? what to do? lol i will figure something out i guess?? yess well i have to go get ready for school... and go watch some cartoons...yesssss...lol yeahh well alright i am going right now..lol i will talk to you all later.. Brittani Current Mood: content Current Music: noneeeeeeee
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May 11th, 2004
11:00 pm - hmmmmmmm.... i just got back from getting my check so i figured i would write in here...to talk things outt..anyways.. my check was 150 and it is already gone..i spent 90 on insurance and 40 on gas..for both cars..i was so pissed off... and i still have a big 11 dollars yes..if i had anymore i dont know what i would do? lol anywyas i hope this weekend is funn..friday i am suppose to go to the blink 182 concertt...and then saturday i am suppose to go out with kelsey and court i think we are going to go hang out with eric or something..i am not sure at all though...i know we are just having a sleep over..but i have to work 11 to 5...which kinda sucks but it is ok..cause i need money like no other..yeah we have 20 school days left.. i remember the first day of school..i wouldnt talk to anymore..cause i am really shy to people i dont know..and i just wanted to cryy..actually i did...cause i didnt know anyone and i wanted to go to the old school so bad..but i dont know it got a lot better cause that was when me and court become better friends..and then steve montemarino..he went to the old school but i liked him so much..hm.. this was like during winter break..and i was with my mom..which at that time my relationship with her got a lot worse..but he made everything better... and then me and him drifted apart..and then me and andy started to hang out and i am sure everyone knows how that went by noww...it was good in the beginning..and now it is me and todd... this school year went by so fastt...i cant believe it..and next year i am going to be a senior...and then college..i think that is going to be good and i dont have to worry about this high school shit...i dont even understand why people date in highschool... i mean no offense to those that do..cause i think it is very cute...but i dont think many of these people are going to get married to them..i know some will...but i want to meet so many new people..but yes i would love to have some more company....i mean i have many friends (Nikki) and she has her promise ring and everything..maybe it is my jealousy..because i dont have that..but i do have hope for tomorrrow..and i know i can try...i am going to find someone who wants to be with me day in day out..and we are gonig to spend the rest of our lives together...and that one person is going to make me...me and i am going to love being here..just because of him...and love everything he does... well i am going to go i am so tired.. Brittani<3<3<3<3<3
ohh yes today i played with snakes it was so cool..they were so big..i loved it one of them was going down my friends chelseas pants it was so funny... Current Mood: determined Current Music: everlast- what its like
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May 9th, 2004
10:03 am - mothers day it is so nice outside..i love it... this weekend was really good i think...friday me and court had some people over at her house cause her parents werent home that was fun...then on saturday we went to my friend robs house.. and he was having a party..it was a lot of fun..me and court were laughing so hard...and then we were going to go erics party cause kelsey and him called me and asked me to come..and i really really wanted to go but courts mom wouldnt let her..it made me sad..but we are going hang out this saturday so it is all good...and then today is mothers dayy..and i got my step mom chocolate and flowers..i think she really liked it..and then i am going to send my mom some stuff as well....hmmm..i spent my whole paycheck on both of them..well i am sure i will...:) but anyways i am going to go to church and call kelsey or eric and see what we are doing next saturday..hehe...ahhhh..i got 3 mins to get readyyy...lol def. not doing that...lol...alright guys have a good dayy!:)...talk to you all laterr....
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Brittani Current Mood: happy Current Music: pushing me awayyy...linkin park
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May 7th, 2004
04:11 pm - jnnnjniniun

My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while adults might just accept that, I know something's gotta change. And it's gonna change, just as soon as I become an adult and get some power of my own.
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03:53 pm
 You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time.
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 PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking for a relationship. You cannot live without it. Your lover must be passionate and you want that you and your partner melt into each other. He/She should not try to take the domination . You dont want a relationship without passion, and the sexuality plays a big part. The first moment you meet him/her is one of the most important. There has to be something between you , you cannot explain. From the first moment on everything must fix. But when this passion disappears you disappear to. For you it is better to leave than to see your love restrained.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always message me or tell me how I can improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.
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 A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've got all your mates around you and you like to party. Boys are a game and youre always on the ball because you make sure youre always number one. Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability. Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for attention..
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May 3rd, 2004
07:22 pm - the day afterr lol the day after prom and i am still sore...:) i think it is a good thing...lol anywayss... i just got back from tannningg...yesss...and i was thinking about it and u know how people are like dont do that it is a cancer box...well everything is a cancer box..like u drink diet coke and u get cancer, u go out in the sun u get cancer, u go anywhere near radiation u get cancer...it is messed up..anyways..i am extremely tiredd...hm...friday i think i am going to go to elaines and spend the night or do something with courtyy i think we are going to go to the movies or whatever...and on Saturday i am going to hang out wiht kara and Grace but i dont know what we are doing...yettt...but i am excited cause i talked to kc and i think we are going to hang out the weekend after..i mean i have missed her so much and i am so mad at myself for not talking to her right away becaause i know she has lost a lot of respect for me because she thought i didnt care...and i mean obviously i must not of cared about her feelings because i didnt do shit or even talk to her about it and that was so dumb of me and i regret it a lot...but i dont know maybe things can change and i hope if she wants to we can hang out but honestly i hope she wants to hang out with me and she wants to talk to me about it..but if not that is very understandable...but i am really tired so i think i am going to go or whatever
<3Brittani Current Mood: weird
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May 2nd, 2004
04:27 pm - ohh goddd lol well i just got home from work...Prom was amazing..i had so much funnn....well lets see here i will tell you what happened well...first Eric came over to pick me up at my house..and courtney and grace were over..so we took 7878564534 pictures..and we were suppose to be out of there at 4:30 and we didnt leave til like 5:30, 5:45 and then we went to wesleys house to take more pics...which was funn...Erics dad was so nice to me it made me so happy... and he was talking to Eric about some stuff...so then anyways i went inside the house and Brannyn meredith Erin and Kelsey were all in there with there dates...and i was so excited to see them all i havent seen them in forever it made me so happy again...and then we went to the spaghetti warehouse where we got our dinner which it was pretty good but we got lost on the way but i pointed them in the right direction even though Jason(merediths Date) was trying to prove me wrong...and then when we got there...there was this guy and he was a GIANT he was so tall it was amazing and he played volleyball i told him to play basketball but i dont know??? and then ross, courtney, luke and grace ended up getting lost..and it took them like 30 extra mins. to get there...it was greatt...and then we got our table and we ended up having.... 14 people....and me and meredith were so loud it was so funny..cause when me and her get together we laugh so much!!....:) it is so funnyy...and then we went to Prom which was a lot of fun mylegs hurt really really bad from it...ohh well then we went to gameworks then we went to waffle house and then Jason took me and meredith home cause we were so tired and i had work in the morning so i def. only got like an hour of sleep ahh..i am so tired...well i am getting really tired staring at the screen so i am going to go to bed...but KATIE ORTMAN i missed you....it was funn i would of loved to have you come with us...or just see u there..it would of made me happy cause i know u would of dated with me...haha but me and Eric dated to every song so it was cool..but i love uu!!!!... Brittani Current Mood: restless Current Music: none
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April 29th, 2004
09:35 pm - hmmm.... i just got back from the DSW it was pretty fun me and court went to get her shoes for prom she is going to look so pretty i know it...:) hm..i am so excited to go..it is 2 days away...hahah i hope i have fun..;) anywayss...today was pretty good.. i am excited for prom to meet some new people2...yeahhh!!...lol hmm... but for the after after after party i am going to moniques party and she goes to waterson and she invited me yesterday to go..and so after i go to Nikkis i think i am going to head over there...my friend Todd is going to be there..he is so cute...he calls me everynight to see how i am doing and that he is jealous of my prom date it makes me laugh..he is such a good person...hmm..anyways i am feeling much better about things...i think i have moved onn...which is a good thing for him as well as me..i am sure he was getting annoyed anyways so it is all good....so now i can find someone who makes me as happy as andy made me at one point..but yess i have to go get some shittt done before i go to bed i am so tired...ohh yeahh i got 3 new nose studs i am so happy...they are my everything i am starting a collection..which is sweet...i have 5 i think...lol i am starting to move uppp..on the chain..yes my mom is coming home tomorrow she is going to meet Eric before we go to prom and she will probably meet Todd2...ohh yayy!! she will meet Courtney 2 she hasnt met her yet...which i know she will love her..but i have to go... Brittani<3<3<3<3<3<3 Current Mood: giggly Current Music: Dont want to close my eyes...aerosmith
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April 28th, 2004
03:08 pm - make love to me... hmm...i just home from school i havent written in this thing for a fucking long ass time..it is cool though..life is getting much better i think...i am going to prom this Saturday with Eric it should be fun...i hope anyways...eric is coming to get me at 4:30 and then we are going to take pics at my house...lol which is going to be fun...haha and my brother and sister are amazing so i am sure they will play with him while i finish getting readyy...and courtyyy is going to come over my house at 3...to help me get ready and she needs to get herself ready..and then at 4:30 we are leaving to go to wesley's houses to take more pics with kelsey, brannyn, meredith, aryn, courty and gracey...and all there dates we are having A LOT of people going...which should to good!!:):):) and then at 6...we are going to go to out to eatt... and then to prom then to gameworks then the fun begins...then we are going to nikkis... yess!!! i am excited..yayy!!...and then we are going to chelseas to "spend the night" she has a hot tub 2.....and then i have to be home in the morning which to go to work which sucks..ohhh well i will probably call off anyways...hmm...so my weekend should be goodd... planning on it anywayss....today i think me and kara are going to go visit courty and grace at bob evans....i dont knoww??? yyeahh well i have to go though...getting bored on this thing... Brittani Current Mood: excited Current Music: make love to me.....
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April 23rd, 2004
April 1st, 2004
11:45 pm yess i just got done with cleaning my room..it took so long ohh well i am happy it is done noww..i am finally getting my nose pierced i think..my dad told me i can get it done..it makes me really happyy...i hope i like it!...i dont know like my days have been pretty good and i am afraid it is going to get really bad all of a sudden i really hate when that happens...like me and andy have been talking more..and my dad told me i can get my nose peirced...my best friend courtney is coming home tomorrow..and i have 2 jobs so i can pay off everything..i really hope something doesnt happen or something goes wrong..it would be horrible..cause it always happens to me like that..where is going really good then drops all of a sudden..i hope everything goes well with katie ortman..she is a great person i love her so much...i have been thinking about our friendship we use to have and how much i wouldnt trade our past for anything..and i dont know i wish me and her were friends like that again..i dont know if we will ever be like that again? but she has her friends now and i have minee....so i dont know maybe it is for the best i hope this was how it was suppose to work out..anyways well i am so tirred i am going to go to bed..and get some good sleep and then wake up and go get my nose pierced..yayayy. hopefully anywyas love you andy call me tomorrow and so we u can come iwth me and court and the rest of the group Brittani<3 Current Mood: rejuvenated Current Music: trapt
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March 31st, 2004
11:31 pm - it was so perfect hmm..i just got back from going out with gracey..it was funn..i guess? i dont know i am so confused about everything..a lot times i think if i am even good enough..i dont know how to explain it anymore...just sometimes when i look at andy it seems like i could never add up to what he is...or he thinks..i am someone so great..i dont know...i just know i let him down so many times..and i seriously dont want that..and i try to be his everything..or even be close to that..i dont but sometimes the only thing i see..is how i am letting him down..and it hurts me so much..but i dont know what else i can do about it...i mean i want to make him happy..but there is not to much i can do anymore...everything takes time..and that is how it has to be...anywyas..work was pretty good...haha me and grace were messing around and my manager always yells at me..it makes me so maddd..ohh well i dont care..we had fun...real people are coming in tomorrow i mean..well it is 12:30 so it is today..lol..well i am so tired i am going to go to bed...nightt Brittani<3 Current Mood: thankful Current Music: placebo-every you every me
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March 30th, 2004
01:49 pm
 -Bad- You're the exact opposite of what any guy wants or needs, unless he happens to need a quick lay. You're cruel. You toy with people. You're probably a bitch, and i don't think i'd like you if i met you. Oh go screw a random male already.
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lol i dont think that is me at all..i dont know though.. Brittani Current Mood: rushed
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11:45 am - safddsfds
 You are a Spiritualist. Your magic flows from the primal forces of the cosmos. You could be a gentle Healer, a miraculous Prophet or a spirit-summoning War-mage with the strong link your soul provides to the realms beyond reality. You have preternatural abilities, intutively sensing the personality of people you meet and discerning events yet to happen. You enhance your aura with meditative pursuits. You are a good judge of character but your idealism or morality can confuse others.
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11:32 am - skylarrrrr
 You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time.
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 you are the "you're so dumb" happy bunny. you are brutal in your words and enjoy putting others down.
which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: shocked
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March 29th, 2004
10:28 am - i stand alonee... hmm...i am sitting here...talking to graceyy about all these guys like it is so funnyy...and i miss my courtney..she has been gone for like not even a day and i was sleeping the whole time and i miss her so much...i miss andy2 though..they are both my everythings...Jamie is2...hehe..anyways i couldnt sleep this morning..so i got up a lil bit ago..and my brother was running around and the dog barking so i couldnt really sick..stupid fuckers...lol anyways..i love Evan i think me and him are going to hang out today? lol i like how i plan out the days i am going to hang out with my brother it is sweett..haha i really wanted to go to that concert last night but it started at 5:30 and it was 7 when we found out...so we decided not to go..:( it made me really sad..but it is ok cause i hung out with court and andy so it was all good...lol i had so much fun last night...but me and court are like that every night so it doesnt matter...lol we just added one...:) love u!!... but i am getting bored on this piece of shit..so i am going to go.. Brittani<3 Current Mood: sad Current Music: there is-boxcar racer
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